LOTD --> the gossip - love long distance

Breaking Up or Breaking Down
When I need you, you can't be found
I want someone who's around for me
Does it have to be so complicated?
Either way I'm devastated
I could use a little comforting

Love long distance
Is testing me trying my patience
I need more of your assistance now
Love long distance
Is testing me trying my patience
I need more of your assistance now

Love, love, love, love
I need some assistance now
Love
(And) I will Thank you for your cooperation
(And) I will Thank you for your cooperation
Stop playing with me

jangan pikir ini lyrics berasal dari lagu yang mellow,,,jenis musiknya dance and punk, semi tekno gitu ahahahha

buat sebagian orang ini lagu aga disturbing kali yah... yah gua juga ga suka-suka amat sih... tapi lyricsnya lumayan :D

Tidak Hanya Satu Kata

YEAAAHHHH...Gua udah meluncurkan aksi diam
berapa hari yah??? 2 hari( ohh...amazing :/ )

yaampun rasanya adem banget :D
mungkin hanya 1-5 kata setiap gua bales sms dia, atau gua tlp dia...
but it feel soooooo NICE ^^ (menari-nari)


gua ga tau kenapa gua bisa lebh ngerasa nyaman ketika gua COOL dan getting introvert with my bf than before... rasanya ga tergambarkan, yang pasti gua tenang :D

Tenang?
tenang karena ternyata hidup gua bisa lebih baik setelah cowo gua ga terlalu berlalu lalang dalam benak gua...

ibarat kata orang gombal,
SI GOMBAL : eh kamu ga cape yah?
KORBAN : capek,kenapa?
SI GOMBAL : abis kamu lari-lari terus di otak akyuuu(pake logat so imut tingkat dewa)

sebenernya in this case, yang cape itu si gombal, bukan si korban...sama lah kaya gua... gua capek kalo cowo gua terus-terusan ada di kepala gua, dan setelah aksi irit bicara ini gua merasa sukses!!! sukses ngelupain cowo gua!!! so sebenernya banyak makna dari setiap kata yg gua keluarkan... hihhiy

biasanya gua cerita segala hal sama dia, sekarang ga akan lagi...
biasanya dia tau apaaaa aja, sekarang ga lagi

so what next???
i don't know...
MAYBE BREAKING UP, or BREAKING DOWN...
sama aja breaking yah...huft i've no choice heheheh

Lelakiku yang Melankolis

Beberapa hari belakangan ini gua ga yakin kalau gua gak bakalan langgeng ma cowo gua...

KENAPA?

karena kadang-kadang gua pingin punya cowo baru yang selalu dekat sama gua...pointnya bukan di cowo barunya, tapi di selalu dekatnya itu loh

cowo gua tuh sibuuuukkkk banget sama kerjaannya!!!
perbandingan normal ---> 1 : 4
perbandingan menyakitkan ---> 1 : 7
perbandingan yang explosif ---> 1 : 20
lagian kalo LDR rasanya beda yahhh ahahaha, abis weekend juga kita ga ketemu, malam minggu pun tidak indah, malah seringnya berujung naas

terus gua juga selalu ngerasa kalo kita tuh suka ga nyambung, dia mikir ke A, gua mikir ke B...coba kalo diomongin face-to-face, pasti bakal lebih akurat deh jalan pikirannya tuh bakal lebih match aja gitu ahahhaha,ini nih ruginya LDR

LDR itu, kalo lg kangen aja biasanya jadi ribut...

Mana cowo gua tuh mikirnya kalo hal yang bisa bikin kita jadi "prioritas" tuh hanya sebatas hal crusial aja, hal-hal yang butuh materi yang banyak(makannya dia kerja mulu)...

yang gua butuhkan adalah bukti bahwa emang gua itu cw yg special
"we will pass this way, whatever it is...you always be mine, and i will make you feel the same"

gua butuh momentum dalam sebuah moment, jadi jangan gua terus diperlakukan seperti sekarang... udah tau LDR, kalo ga kreatif bisa biki boring -_- ( ga interest, kaya sekarang yg gua rasain)....gua butuh sesuatu dari dia yg bikin gua ngerasa emang special, sesuatu hal yang kreatif, yang dia buat khusus buat gua...

makannya gua udah cape ribut mulu ma cowo gua yang super melankolis, yang pinternya suka kelewatan gara-gara lebih bertindak(bales sms) pake hati daripada pake otak...kalo emang dia pikir prioritas itu sebatas nikah aja, dan waktu libur dia diabisin bareng sama gua full juga itu ga banget deh buat gua...masa gua harus nunggu ampe bulukkan(hari pernikahan), jangan jauh-jauh kali, hal itu ga akan terjadi kalo dia ga pernah memperlakukan gua secara special/ kreatif....

u know? this relationship is s*cks like an expired yoghurt...gua kelamaan diperlakukan secara dinamis sama dia...

makannya gua lancarkan gerakkan irit suara, karena setelah gua cobain, rasanya lebih bikin gua nyaman...seolah-olah gua menganggap dia itu mantan gua yang udah ga penting lagi...abis ketika gua ngerasa sayang sama dia, entah kenapa rasanya udah ga nyaman lagi... gua ngerasa kalo gua udah ngeharapkan dia bangetm tapi dia engga...

ps.iam still loving you, but this relationship is s*cks

tips-tips membunuh death style syndrome

Gua ngejalanin Long Distance Relationship(disingkat:LDR) udah 2 tahun lebih lah, tapi gejala death style syndrome(alias sindrom mati gaya, disingkat DSS) masih dengan jayanya menyelimuti hati sanubari gua hampir disetiap weekend

padahal gua ma cowo gua sebenernya ga ngejalanin LDR yang gimanaaaaaaaa gitu, wong gua di Bandung dia kerja di Jakarta, tapi yang namanya DSS emang syndrome akut yang bisa mengancam hubungan kita dalam merajut tali kasih, abis kalo gua mati gaya, biasanya ujung-ujungnya ribut ma cowo gua

soooo, bagaimana caranya biar ga mati gaya????
Me(M) : aduuuuhhhh mati gaya gua
Badak Bercula(BB) : makannya lu ganti ma blackberry gih, byar ga mati gaya

setelah mengganti hp jadul gua dengan blcakberry, merk hp yang konon diwajibkan bagi kaum manusia 'gaul masa kini'....TERNYATA GUA TETEP MATI GAYA!!! awalnya emang seru, bikin autis, tapi lama-lama gua terserang DSS lagi, gua uring-uringan lagi

M : Mati gaya tingkat dewa nih gua
Hangouts Hedonism(HH) : makannya lo hangouts dong, jangan diem mulu dirumaaaaah!!!!

well gua jabanin nih, yah tapi gua keseringan makan hati, apalagi kalo udah liat temen gua dianter jemput, atau ditemenin pacarnya, belum lagi rawan banget sama affair-affair, dan yang terancam, kondisi keuangan...kantong kempes dipake foya-foya mulu T_T

M : males ah gua hangout-hangout, gmana caranya biar ga mati gaya yah?
PB victims : lo beli game console aja

well akhirnya gua ngebajak DS adik gua, yahhhh nasibnya ga beda tragis ama sebelum-sebelumnya wuft...

padahal sebenernya jadwal gua ga lenggang-lenggang amat, gua ngegym, gua suka latihan padus, gua suka main juga, tapi hal itu ga pernah komplit, kalo gua ga ketemu pacar gua T_T

Bruno Mars - Long Distance Lyrics

There's only so many songs that I can sing
To pass the time

And I'm running out of things to do
To get you off my mind
Oooh...

All I have is this picture in a frame
That I hold close to see your face everyday

With you is where I'd rather be
But we're stuck where we are
And it's so hard, you're so far
This long distance is killing me

I wish that you were here with me
But we're stuck where we are
And it's so hard, you're so far
This long distance is killing me

It's so hard, it's so hard
Where we are, where we are
You're so far
This long distance is killing me
It's so hard, it's so hard
Where we are, where we are
You're so far
This long distance is killing me

Now the minutes feel like hours
And the hours feel like days
While I'm away

Ya know right now I can't be home
But I'm coming home soon
Coming home soon

All I have is this picture in a frame
That I hold close to see your face again
Oh!

With you is where I'd rather be
(Where I'd rather be)
But we're stuck where we are (Oh)
And it's so hard (Oh)
You're so far (Oh)
This long distance is killing me

I wish that you were here with me
(You were here with me)
But we're stuck where we are (Oh)
It's so hard (Oh)
You're so far (Oh)

Can you hear me crying?
(Ooohhh... ooohhhh...)
Can you hear me crying?
(Ooohhh... ooohhhh...)
Can you hear me crying?
(Ooohhh... ooohhhh...)

With you is where I'd rather be
(Where I'd rather be)
But we're stuck where we are (Oh)
And it's so hard (Oh)
You're so far (Oh)
This long distance is killing me

I wish that you were here with me
(You were here with me)
But we're stuck where we are (Oh)
And it's so hard (Oh)
You're so far (Oh)
This long distance is killing me

It's so hard, It's so hard
Where we are, where we are
You're so far
This long distance is killing me
It's so hard it's so hard
Where we are, where we are
You're so far
This long distance is killing me

There's only so many songs that I can sing
To pass the time